Well I'm calling you 'Cause you deserve to know You were not the reason that I had to go, Late at night in these hotel rooms I think of all I've lost, And what I put you through And if I knew the reason I would tell you why somehow The feeling slipped away I only did what I had to do Not cause I wanted to. I've got a guilty heart And a troubled mind No matter where I go They're never far behind I'd like to think That you've forgiven me But forgiveness ain't enough To wash my conscience clean Oh and if I knew the reason I would tell you why somehow The feeling slipped away I only did what I had to do Not cause I wanted to. I only did what I had to do Not cause I wanted to.