Bonkaz - Fear Factor lyrics
[Rae: Verse 1:] I'm scared I'm not who your prepared to wait for But if I turn my back on my fears to help you face yours Will you return the favour? The time is off, but if its worth the wait I'll write down every single thing we're frightened of the burn the paper Then scatter the ashes in this verse, hope they don't blow back in my face and blind me Sleep don't come easy when you can't find a dream Your mine to keep, but that might lead to my defeat You'll either help me lose my mind or find my feet I think I need a time out just to plot, scheme and prepare for this Cos when your mind doubts, what your heart dreams it's some scary sh** I'm well aware that this might be the only thing I got to set me free So ima need all of these fears to let me be, and let me live and let me grow If your with me then let me know If there's anything that might wrong don't hold on just let it go I'm frightened you might end up just another girl with a heart I set alight But every days another chance to get it right But still I heard that girls hate when n***as go missing And I tend to disappear, lend your ear let me tell you my biggest fear Well if never spread my wings and my story ends exactly where it started I fear that more than I fear a casket Girls hate when n***as go missing, and I'm gone so listen up I promise that hate won't k** you let it go just live and love I hate to leave it late and leave my dreams in disarray So either way I'm gone and even if I stay You'll probably never know me like I know you No matter what we go through You probably think I'm cold cos I don't cry when I'm supposed to You probably hate cos I won't hold you when its expected of me I'm scared that will lead you to think lesser of me But I'm still at war with myself and still unsure of myself Somehow I'm still going still in awe of myself I gotta go, and all I need you to know is that if you ever find something to live for you're not alone, I'm with you [Jaylin: Hook:](x2) No one cares We all got fears Keep it to ourselves We don't tell nobody else If you tell me yours I'll tell you mine You tell me yours I'll tell you mine [Bonkaz: Verse 2:] I'm scared of women who think they need me, before they get to know me The amount of times they text and phone me man I guess its phony They never ask about my intrests or my poems They always asking where I think this sh** is going And all I know is that our differences are showing, man I wish that it was different but this sh** just isnt flowing Tell me that Im scared of commitment I deny it, but its there written in my face for everyone to see I've probably got feelings for everyone I leave And I'm sure theres a reason for every time I do Been here before, but for me this sh** is still kinda new So my lies are true, make a decision for me Cos while I'm mourning in the morning You'll be calling tryna talk is kind of different for me It's kinda sticky for me It's like a auction in the autumn cos I'm falling while they all just started bidding on me You know a n***a got em star struck Play fight, you know a n***as got his guard up Staring in a broken mirror thats just hard luck And all I see is my reflection It's all as deep as my intentions And after a month I'll probably text you saying that I'm happy that I met you But to me that's just redemption And you're a pretty little flower But I'm a busy little bee You wish that I could give you hours But that sh** is just for me Now you're calling me a coward That's cos it isn't gonna be You say I make you mad And you really hate the fact that I don't tell you But I'll spit it on the beat That's me [Jaylin: Hook:](x2) No one cares We all got fears Keep it to ourselves We don't tell nobody else If you tell me yours I'll tell you mine You tell me yours I'll tell you mine