This isn't a peaceful song It's just a way to make myself belong Rendezvous inside my mind But you deserve more Cause I’ll let you down I’ll let you down You’ll be that voice inside my mind I’ll have my cake and I’ll eat it too So f** all the things you do Cause inside my mind is a constant war And I don't wanna be myself anymore You're so cutthroat when you talk about The ways that I act out I acted like I forgot to offer you coffee Cause I was afraid you'd never leave Cause I’ll let you down I’ll let you down You’ll be that voice inside my mind Don't hold my composure well Cause not much what I do is noble Cause inside my mind is a constant war And I don't wanna be myself anymore