Bob Dylan - Can't Wait - Alternate Version, Time Out Of Mind lyrics

I can't wait, wait for you to change your mind I can't wait, waitin' just makin' me go blind Do you ever lay awake at night your face turned to the wall Drownin' in your thoughtlessness and cut off from it all I don't know, maybe to you it's not that late But as for me don't know how much longer I can wait It's got to end, everything about it just feels wrong I pretend, being close to her is where I don't belong Well my back is to the sun because the light is too intense I can see what everybody in the world is up against I'll stay here where I can feel the hand of fate And I don't know how much longer I can wait Skies are grey, life is short and I think of her a lot I can't say if I want the pain to end or not Well the blindness overtakin' me is beatin' like a drum I don't know where it starts or where it's coming from How it is, we'll all try to concentrate And I don't know how much longer I can wait I been drinkin' Drinkin' forbidden juices I been livin' Livin' on lame excuses My hands are cold, the end of time has just begun I'm getting old, anything can happen now to anyone I walk across the floor 'til I wear out my shoes You think you've lost it all there's always more to lose I'm so clear, she can keep my head on straight And I don't know how much longer I can wait