Blunt Mechanic - Is Or Isn't All The Same lyrics

Know that i got sick Know that i acted the fool Know i should have bounced before i did God i wish i never heard ? Now there's a ? Know that i broke my own heart Know it doesn't have to end if i don't let it start It's a pretty hard line that's darkening Cause it's yes or no I've had the choice the whole damn time Who was i listening to that changed my mind When exactly did it twist from love to smart So here's where i'm at I think solos are hot Not cause they show off But express a fluid musical thought I still believe in art Although for a bit i forgot They'll ? this city bottom to the top Perpetual weirdo i got some cool gear though Its had its effect To lose my father and my friend To ditch my crew and start again Today i just feel like playing guitar