[Verse 1: Blue Rain] Hip hop's kept me sane through the strain and the strife The c**aine in my veins through the painfulest nights Can't explain how I've changed, how it's saved me in life Now exchange what I've gained, I'm a sage on the mic Need to run away, don't know where should I begin The walls are closing in, I'm alone with my sins My demons within, they chasing me down Seeking my weakness, ain't breaking me now I'm looking at my whole past, wishing I could go back Know what I know now, change up my old path Maybe I would be more, blown like C-4 I'm paying my dues, hope this a detour I'm high as the sky and deep as the sea floor My hues are the blues, black sheep, I've weeped more Remedy's a melody, if I ever cry '73 like heaven be, hip hop'll never die [Verse 2: Blue Rain] I could never sell out, but I want to see a grand So I can feed my fam with the proceeds from my jams Time, money been invested, and I wonder if it's senseless? Fail at rapping, what'll happen? Am I really wreckless? Such a f**ing sacrifice, but life's a chance so pa** the dice And even though the deck is stacked, I won't lose, bet on that Write a scripture with my words, paint a picture with some verbs Action with my pa**ion, mic a**a**in with curves I'm here to figure out what my purpose on this earth is Been wasting all this time, barely scratched the surface I can't be wasting my potential, gotta do what I was meant to Take a trip into my mental, as I ride the instrumental Landed on this planet, rather be amongst the stars Find my place in outer space, life is more than blunts and cars f** greed, all I need, when I'm all alone Lyrics in my spirit, the only place I call my home