If I can't crawl inside of you I'm laughing with a broken face I stumble across my self esteem But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space Understandâ?¦ That God wrapped you like a bow But in my headâ?¦. There's some shelves that need cleaning From basement to ceiling, control. If what you're seeing is an open book That's great cause I'm an open book But I'm real shy There's a part of me seeking and desperately needing To open up That's strange cause I'm an open book A confused boy I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people My heart while in its cage is used to give and not receive a thing But the only funny thing is that I don't know how to give myself advice I've got this dramatic thing I've got a tattoo of a ring that lies Around my wedding finger and that's where I want to state this clain â??That I've got to learn to live and dream Before I go and get myself in loveâ?? In love There's Zoloft, Welbutrin, there's Paxil that's proven No side effects But the rest left unnamed cause they worked like a charm on me But when your savings is drying You can't stop from crying You've got to s** it up You're not her bu*tercup You're not her favorite book