Blue October - Retarded Disfigured Clown lyrics

Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes. Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream. I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns. I'm a retarded, disfigured clown. Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall. I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will. Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better.