Blooms - If I lyrics

[Verse 1] If I wake in the morning and you're not there If I wake up alone and I still feel scared If I can't leave the nightmare, I can't fight the light If I hold on forever or just won't [?] [Chorus] [Verse 2] If I still search for you in [?] lands If I hold on memories but no one's hand If I follow shadows and lay with ghosts If I find another or if I don't [Chorus]