Blood Red Boots - Lost lyrics

I'm sitting in my car with a one-shot pistol. I've got a couple bottles and a couple handles. I light a match to marlboro candle. Praying for a life that will leave me breathless. I wanna get young and I wanna get reckless. I would say I am a little bit senseless. I wanna feel numb cause it's better than hurting. I wanna feel numb cause it's better than hurting. Oh. Let's get lost tonight. I've got my bottle of bourbon. I found my saving grace. I'm singing hallelujah cause I don't need jesus. Feeling kinda tipsy on a newfound freedom. I ain't a sinner and I ain't no heathen now. I don't wanna say I'm the root of my problems. f**ing up my life from the top to the bottom. I can drink til I forget them, forgot them now.