Blackout - Throw It All Away lyrics

I don't know if I can hide Everything I keep inside Part of me, waging war I don't know who's keeping score But I try Waiting for the walls to fall I don't know if I can hold Back the flood and fight the tide High enough to black the sky But I try Wait to find a way A way to make a change My god my god my god I can't take it Throw it all away Take it to the grave This is k**ing me Not what I'm supposed to be Empathy has betrayed me Taken everything I swore To never lose or never who*e I try Wait to find a way A way to make a change My god my god my god I can't take it Throw it all away Take it to the grave This is k**ing me All the good stories are gone