Black Thought - Ngiyekeleni * lyrics

[Pre-Hook: Ca**per Nyovest] I'm throwing away all of my feelings I never need 'em Steady stunting on my demons [?] They told me I will never reach 'em Thank God I never listened I never listened Thank God I never listened [Hook: Ca**per Nyovest] Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni Y'all can't keep up with me anyway Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni I'm very heavy in the heavy-ware Steady smoking on the Mary Jane Pop a little help me meditate I can do with us for many [?] Til it's time to do it then they hesitate Like God damn [Verse 1: Ca**per Nyovest] Big life in Joburg Ran the street til my paws hurt And I came with my entourage like I'm [?] And I know who took him Mama cried tears when I left I was 16 when I decided That I believed it will come full circle Now I can't believe I'm in Times Square Smack 'em just to whip cop cars [?] where they shot Pac Broke as hell but where I come from I'm like a king there, I'm in the posh squad I'm in a Bentley, I'm in a Aston They like my music there, there I'm like Jackson They know my weaknesses, they see my pa**ion This is my pain and they know it's not acting And that's what every [?] That's what every [?] I made it to the top, getting better by the day Better by the day, yeah I'll be k**ing all these n***as making noise These moves stretching for a long time Every year they say they gon' get me But they always get me at the wrong time [Pre-Hook: Ca**per Nyovest] I'm throwing away all of my feelings I never need 'em Steady stunting on my demons [?] They told me I will never reach 'em Thank God I never listened I never listened Thank God I never listened [Hook: Ca**per Nyovest] Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni Y'all can't keep up with me anyway Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni I'm very heavy in the heavy-ware Steady smoking on the Mary Jane Pop a little help me meditate I can do with us for [?] Til it's time to do it then they hesitate Like God damn [Verse 2: Black Thought] I ain't [?], I ain't present though I needed therapy, professional But ain't a future for us I can see Til I embrace 'em, pa** and let it go What I'm headed for with my medical condition? Tunnel vision through the periscope I'm [?] Jericho [?] waiting on a miracle [?] on the drain Hurting and pain Sick of my shadow, I'm cursing my name Knowing that I'm the only person to blame I'm worse than a strain I'm worse than a [?] [?] my soul shatter Now I'm feeling stoned as a gall bladder My demon is me having going after I'm [?] the dog catcher I'm headed to Africa, call Ca**per See, this ain't the record that brought [?] See, all I've been getting is more nasty And then I pull up in a cold Aston, huh Oh word Who is getting money out in Joburg? Such a long time we been so swerve [?] puffing on an endo herb [Verse 3: Ca**per Nyovest] Tell 'em they in trouble 'cause the plan will work Every single night I could spend your worth Cost and giving and the words are spinning And that's why a n***a gotta hold a pen so firm My mama used to work the day shift And her employer was a racist And now I'm looking at my payslip My life's a perfect Mother's Day gift [?] in Philly driving low riders They waiting on me, man they so silent ‘Cause your favorite rapper got a Ghost rider [?] I'ma rottweiler I'm in [?] Kinda no [?] But never co-pilot I'ma [?] when it's [?] Man you go [?] Never so nice I mean God damn [Hook: Ca**per Nyovest] Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni Y'all can't keep up with me anyway Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni I'm very heavy in the heavy-ware Steady smoking on the Mary Jane Pop a little, help me meditate I can do with us for [?] Til it's time to do it then they hesitate Like God damn