Black Thought - Ng'yekeleni lyrics

[Pre-Hook/Chorus – Ca**per Nyovest] I'm throwing away all of my feelings I never need 'em Steady stunting on my demons Like that Phillippe They told me I will never reach 'em Thank God I never listened I never listened Thank God I never listened [Hook/Chorus – Ca**per Nyovest] Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni Y'all can't keep up with me anyway Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni I'm very heavy in the heavy-ware Steady smoking on the Mary Jane Pop a little help me meditate I can do with us for many centuries Time to do it then they hesitate Like God damn [Verse 1 – Ca**per Nyovest] Big life in Joburg Ran the street til my toes hurt And I came with my entourage like I'm Vinny Chase And I know who took him Mama cried tears when I left I was 16 when I decided That I believed it will come full circle Now I can't believe I'm in Times Square Smack 'em just to whip cop cars Same spot where they shot Pac Broke as hell but where I come from I'm like a king there, I'm in the posh squad I'm in a Bentley, I'm in a Aston They like my music there, there I'm like Jackson They know my weaknesses, they see my pa**ion This is my pain and they know it's not acting And that's where they relate That's why they relate I made it to the top, getting better by the day Better by the day, yeah I'll be k**ing all these n***as making noise These moves stretching for a long time Every year they say they gon' get me But they always get me at the wrong time [Pre-Hook/Chorus – Ca**per Nyovest] I'm throwing away all of my feelings I never need 'em Steady stunting on my demons Like that Phillippe They told me I will never reach 'em Thank God I never listened I never listened Thank God I never listened [Hook/Chorus – Ca**per Nyovest] Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni Y'all can't keep up with me anyway Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni I'm very heavy in the heavy-ware Steady smoking on the Mary Jane Pop a little help me meditate I can do with us for many centuries Time to do it then they hesitate Like God damn [Verse 2 – Black Thought] I ain't absent minded, I am present though I needed therapy, professional But ain't no future as far as I can see Til I embrace the past and let it go What I'm headed for with my medical condition? Tunnel vision through the periscope I'm crumbling like the walls of Jericho I'm out here waiting on a miracle Surfing the drink Hurting and pain Sick of my shadow, I'm cursing my name Knowing that I'm the only person to blame I'm worse than a strain I'm worse than a sane scattered They say the window to my soul shattered Now I'm feeling stoned as a gallbladder My demon is me having going after I'm chafting the net and the dog catcher I'm headed to Africa, call Ca**per See, this ain't the regular broadcaster See, all I've been getting is more nasty And then I pull up in a cold Aston, huh Oh word Who's getting money out here in Joburg? Such a long time we been so swerve Out here puffing on indoor herb [Verse 3 – Ca**per Nyovest] Tell 'em they in trouble 'cause the plan will work Every single night I could spend your worth Cost and giving and the words are spinning And that's why a n***a gotta hold a pen so firm My mama used to work the day shift And her employer was a racist And now I'm looking at my payslip My life's a perfect Mother's Day gift I be in Philly driving low rider They waiting on me, man they so silent ‘Cause your favorite rapper got a Ghost rider I mean di bhari tsena tsa mo co-sign-a I'm a road runner Rhyming profiler Kinda low lifer I never co-pilot On my toes even when it's hostile Man you won't find another so nice I mean God damn [Hook/Chorus – Ca**per Nyovest] Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni Y'all can't keep up with me anyway Ng'yekeleni, ng'yekeleni I'm very heavy in the heavy-ware Steady smoking on the Mary Jane Pop a little help me meditate I can do with us for many centuries Time to do it then they hesitate Like God damn