Black Light Burns - Cruel Melody lyrics

If I could paint your picture I'd paint you as the sea I'd let your arms become the tide If I could fall into you I'd let you swallow me So I could see you from the inside And it's a cruel melody That you sing when I'm away Trying to find where the sun shines In a land that's turning gray And it's a cruel memory To look back on who we were 'cause my past is a poison And I'll never find a cure If I could break a promise I'd tell 1000 lies To have you look at me again But your heart is empty of me I see it in your eyes It wasn't meant for me to win And it's a cruel melody That you sing when I'm away Trying to find where the sun shines In a land that's turning gray And it's a cruel memory To look back on who we were 'cause my past is a poison And I'll never find a cure Take me away, I might as well be yours