Black Heaven - Obscurity lyrics

I'm lost in velvet darkness My life is so unreal And every day is a challenge I can't live what I feel I'm lost in my depression So far away from truth I'm searching for existence I'm still searching for you Everything could be untrue And I put all my trust in you Insanity is filling me My life is an obscurity I dive into the ocean Of thousand salty tears The sky is full of danger And I wait for you, my dear When all my faith is broken And the night defeats the pain So let me dream of freedom Cause everything remains the same