BJ The Chicago Kid - Thinnest Line lyrics

[Verse 1] I put a lot of people before myself this year Yea but f** it I do it all the time I swear I paid a lot of people's bills off this year Yea and I ended up late on mine I spent more than $100,000 and don't have nothing to show for it I pray my stars get realigned I hope I find the thinnest line between two wrongs and doin what's right but ended up left behind I bet not many know how that sh** go I got a problem with not holding sh** over people's heads Yea I guess you can say that's a state of mind I bought my first condo and moved the whole squad in just because If we alone together then we home together But youd be surprised how much your learn about a person when you see them every day I guess that's just a blessing in disguise It's possible that even a blind man used to have open eyes Huh well it's just some sh** you don't see coming [Saba] I like to be as mellow as the sun is yellow (yeaa) I like to be as cool as the breeze But baby I don't trust you [Hook] And I pray that my feet touch the ground And I hope that all lost will be found And I got faith that I won't let you down Just find the thinnest line between the thinnest line [Verse 2] Yea I said that it's possible that even a blind man used to have open eyes Man there's some sh** that you just down see coming like Imagine having a son by someone you don't know By someone you don't love but still got to care for HER Money you sending every month it don't mean that you there for him Even the time you left, ain't enough for to rea**ure him It's tough but it's for the better, do I compromise my career Cause no matter the situation things ain't always gon be clear for her I try to keep a balance, maintaining Just nonexistent the pressure of being a father when they questioning your commitment When deep down you know you doing better than a majority of these n***as Who don't got a head on their shoulders, dream, team and power and vision Who don't got a tour life, Deadlines and a bunch of business that keep me backed up as LA traffic You know stuck in the middle trying to keep it together and doing what really matters Cause I always found satisfaction out of trying to make everyone happy [BJ the Chicago Kid] Please protect me from my enemies And those close to me, close to me Cause those the ones that hurt you the most Help me see what I don't understand And be a better man [Hook] And I pray that my feet touch the ground And I hope that all lost will be found And I got faith that I won't let you down Just find the thinnest line between the thinnest line