Big Ups - Goes Black lyrics

I need to treasure every minute The fact that I'm here and I'm living within it Sometimes I feel like the pace of my life's too fast And I think about the time that's pa**ed I can't remember what happened yesterday The day before, or anything, at any rate, anyway I think what I'm trying to say is I don't wanna live a life like this [Chorus] What happens when it all goes black And I'm lying there dying and I'm trying to think back And I can't seem to conjure up anything And the fear consumes me as they start to lose me What happens when it all goes black And I'm lying there dying and I'm trying to think back And I can't seem to conjure up anything No, because I haven't done anything I feel like I've lead a pretty happy life Then how come all I can remember is the strife Fear comes and it takes its hold And I'm afraid of getting old And then suddenly I need a way out Because I can't just let my memories fade in and fade out I need something new But I'm stuck with what to do [Chorus]