Big Duke - Confessions of a Drug Addict lyrics

[Hook: Big Duke] What type of d** do you do? And what do you do to get your hands on your sh** mothaf**a, huh!? What kind of dirty tricks you do to get yourself fixed? You're all sick; is it lack of love? or lack of your withdrawal? Drugs!, I need femine venoms in the system In order to function in the rhythm [Verse 1: Big Duke] You get hooked to the look of wild women And wanna live in the land of the unforgiven Habits turn bad once individuals make 'em poison rituals Gotta have it to have it, a habit Welcome your choices of an addict [Verse 2: B-Real] God forgive me for my bad habits Drug addict, needle up in my vein, I gotta have it To k** the pain, you silly rabbit Dig a hole under the sun to hide from the static Automatic pressure got to k** it Give some act-rite juice so I could feel it Ah, everything is all right The eye of the needle cries out to the dark side Looking inside through the outdoor, knocking But society won't let me in so I grab my stocking Put over my head and get the dough Cause the needle is my God and smack is my soul [Verse 3: Sick Jacken] Paraphernalia in my domain brings conclusion That I'm using but the question is, am I abusing? Infested in the residence of Pico Union Drug intrusion, color fusion Invasion! of your senses maintain relapse Dilate eye lenses, my dependence on the chemical Artificial dreams is what makes my habit obscene [Hook] [Verse 4: Sick Jacken] Tinted like the darkest shadows, my mind is cloudy Subliminal commands will penetrate then I get rowdy Conditions drowsy, the sedative brings negative energy I slump down and stay ahead of me Powerful like metamphetamines, my state is altered This here's no lie hydroponic, chronic Got you feeling all erotic, Aphrodisiac, who's got it? Alvarado maniacs risk prison time buying dimes When you got the fix get in the mix There's no denying, d** be the only factor Got me in the rapture making an addict out of you And proceed to capture your mind [Verse 5: Big Duke] You're mine, choke hold to your whole skull, substance uncontrolled Who holds straight keys to locks and unlocks key holes The structure of my trip is unstoppable I'm 50 hits of the dot, all powerful We go deranged and remain, living the last days in the haze of purple micro [Verse 6: B-Real] I remember when I was a high school star Had the prom queen, scholarship, brand new car It's funny, you never know who your friends are 'til you lose all your sensibilities to the dark Wanna act right but I'm all wrong No wonder my family don't wanna have nothing to do with me Humiliation, neglect, no respect The concept of rehabilitation has been swept I wish I was clean, a far fetched dream But what other way am I going to blow off my steam? [All Together] Heaven's all in this bottle of juice [B-Real] Making me feel high [Sick Jacken] Making me feel loose [Big Duke] Got nowhere turn to No one trusts me, I don't even trust myself