Big D - Genocide lyrics

[Hook] I'm alive, I'm alive Its' a blessing 'cause the devils in disguise In disguise, and he's tryna' throw it in my f**in' life Tryna' whipe me out like a genocide, genocide Every f**in' day and night [Verse 1] I look back into my past My life was tenure tended to drag No more gestures in a defensive stance My grandfather died last year it was sad My heart is made of stone ready to blast With no hope to reverse the bad in fact I feel alone and mad not able to stand All I have left now is this pen in my hand Then you got the fake friends that always pretend Like they got your back man you gotta put that sh** to an end Fake people come with change you gotta stay very aware They want to plant your feet in the ground beware They bring you down till you feel like your goin' nowhere In life some things can never make sense or be understood My intentions are good cold I stood like any real man would But I've seen friends turn enemies and enemies turn friends I am sure rivals still be temptin' me when this earth ends [Hook] I'm alive, I'm alive Its' a blessing 'cause the devils in disguise In disguise, and he's tryna' throw it in my f**in' life Tryna' whipe me out like a genocide, genocide Every f**in' day and night [Verse 2] If the pain I had had to happen for a reason How come the world is falling as I am feeling? My body reeking my soul feels like its bleeding Day in and Day out hoping things will change I'm going insane and I write to clear my brain Because it affects it, It's just these walls are infected I'm just as bad to blame because the pain got me effected The only thing you can keep "close" are friends at a distance Life is just a dream because your closest people can become distant And I hate to sound persistent when I speak about what I been through But I speak the truth and nothing but the truth my inside bleeds blue There's been no help ensued and it feels like my last pursuit Take the time to hear my lines, my rhymes are the proof People that keep on saying I never been in struggle Broke but Moms and Pops wallet ain't a option I hustle Is suicide whats right for me?? At night I cry privately Asking God why I got left alone, disowned set to die in privacy [Hook] I'm alive, I'm alive Its' a blessing 'cause the devils in disguise In disguise, and he's tryna' throw it in my f**in' life Tryna' whipe me out like a genocide, genocide Every f**in' day and night [Verse 3] It's a bad mans world, can be so dark and cold Tryna' keep my soul, but feels like its already sold I'm gettin' tired and my body is just feeling old I must've died, then I woke up, surprised I'm alive The rhymes of pain I write are a lyrical genocide It's a dirty game nothing nice, no gimmicks, know why? I've been around hoes bad motherf**ers that sold ice The devil is in disguise my life is filled with lies Every day and night I pray to survive tryna' stay alive [Hook] I'm alive, I'm alive Its' a blessing 'cause the devils in disguise In disguise, and he's tryna' throw it in my f**in' life Tryna' whipe me out like a genocide, genocide Every f**in' day and night