Big Bro - Where I Stay lyrics

Hook: Always on my mind is my weakness Always on the run I stay fleeing from All these things I know I cannot change They follow me where I go Anywhere I stay X2 Verse 1 (Austin Rapbaum) It comes down to those things you can't be running from You could hide but it's always gon be catching up You could like but it wouldn't bring no help to ya You could die but that don't mean that it's gonna stop WHY Am I followed by all these demons Haunted moments from my past always want to creep in I'm searching for the beacon But I don't know where All I seem to find is places I don't wanna go there Hold that Let me go back Focused, on this moment Knowing that I'm growing towards a place I'll feel at home in Hoping that I find it soon before I've lost the road and I'm inside of a boat with a hole that ain't floating The worlds an ocean How long you think you could tread ¿ I dunno but I'm cold and I'm close to dead It don't show but I'm only holding by a thread Slowly folding over while I comb my soul for gold within Hook: Always on my mind is my weakness Always on the run I stay fleeing from All these things I know I cannot change They follow me where I go Anywhere I stay Verse 2 (Big Bro): Find my life at a standstill Weight above my head like a Advil So I flow wit the rest and move wit ease I caught the hype like it was a disease I work hard to feed the people that matter sh**ting contemplation from a 10 foot later Ugh this are the best years of life they say How when all I look toward to is a drop from Kanye Ugh bCop up on kicks tryna gain my footing Talking over the guy on my shoulder who keep booing Mom called last night to see how's life I spit her some bullsh** like o I'm alright I got sweat trickling down past my lip thinking about life when I want out this b**h I'm not suicidal homie I'm just real Choke on my words know how my life feel