Big Ax-D - My World III lyrics

[Chorus: Big Ax-D & Kez] I wanna live like i've dreamed, I wanna live like you've seen I wanna live all my dreams, my dreams I take a look at my life, I took at look at how she's been I wanna live like a king, a king This world is f**ed up, hatred and anger This world is consumed by racists and ba*tards Why is it that I just cannot leave my world? [Verse 1: Kez] Now I can sing and I will tell you this: All of you can go to f**ing hell, you pricks Now I don't wanna put a downer on this sh** But i've took so many downers as the hours f**ing tick I thought too hard about my fate in this sick world Am I destined to rap, all this hate that i've been served? It's always been the same, but now the joke's getting old I'm sick of all the self-loathing being centerfold I'm a depressed guy, anyone who gets my Music will not need to be told this, but I get by Every track we make about this sh**, we're left with less time Scream "f** the world", but can't forget mine Think we're the most annoying? Nothing is worse Than being judged by the f**ing scum of this world Shock you as lightning strikes, thunderous words f** this, I am f**ing done with this world [Chorus] [Bridge] I, I, I love myself, love myself I want to kiss myself, kiss myself I, I, I hate myself, hate myself I want to k** myself, k** myself [Verse 2: Big Ax-D] I'm destroyed, i'm annoyed, i'm enjoying it But i'm not in love, and I miss those Days where I could just live for you, girl But since I moved away I ain't got sh** for you But who cares? I destroyed my life And I built it up, so I won't press rewind Just a time in life when I couldn't realise What time it was, and I messed up! Put me in a gas-mask and give me a task that involves fire I'm burning my feelings, b**h, you need me I'm not gonna lie, I need you too What kind of life if my lie is true? And I almost died three months ago, sh** I need to keep bottles away from me Cause I don't wanna go, at least not yet Cause I have far to go, Big Ax-D! [Chorus] [Verse 3: Kez] Yeah, it's a familiar track, you f**ing know the tone I live by myself, that's how I want it, so alone All I know in life is music and my golden throne But realise; even the royalty get overthrown The drums from Ax's hard beats align with my heart beat The most annoying ever to have formed a camaraderie You can't stop me, though you were the one to start me Now it kind of feels like i'm restarting Asking "How come every time I make a song, it just gets hated on?" I've been asking it for years, nothing really changed a lot I'm tortured, by visions of idiots who ignore this My world is a hell that even Satan would be awed with And i'm not trying to play the constant victim spouting contradictions But this suffering kid has just got a f**ing monster in him It's just a vision, watching your world from a distance Living in my world, but hey, really what's the difference? [Chorus]