Big A - GOD HAS YET TO ANSWER THE PHONE, SHOULD I LEAVE A VOICEMAIL? lyrics

[Verse 1: GRIM] Are you good? No, I'm insane, mentally drained Gripping the bible with blood on my fangs Where is my God? Already gone, missing my calls, and the tears never fall. I gave you my all, and I still don't recall some relief from this lingering pain Just numb from the d** in my veins, and more thoughts of the same way that 'Bain ended his reign Like California on a summer day. No rainy daze, cus the blunts I never face Just a phase, when I got some swel on my heart Chillin in the dark, four walls and a spark was what started the sin Regrets but wouldn't go back like Marty again [Verse 2: AD] Suicide, suicide They calling my name, but then I. Suicide Suicide, yeah suicide I be that triple six addict with habits, I never had it till rappers started to brag it The pain be causing me problems. The problems never the problems I'm sittin down while I'm callin and lord you never be hearin that why my world is [?] [Verse 3: Big A] I'm losing my mind and I'm going insane and I'm talking to myself I really don't know Don't count me out, being stuck in traffic, but I'm back with the magic, what I need back It's the motivation I used to have Three jay's to the lung, then I went numb I ain't afraid to die and fade away Yeah, I'm feeling fine Yeah, I'm okay, ay Nothing but voices in my head, saying I need to be dead Asking God why, but he never seems to reply Asking god why, he never seems to reply