Berried Alive - Lemon Drop lyrics

I am a failure It’s self-diagnosed Never made it But damn I came close Now I’m aimlessly roaming this set like a ghost I hated this life but I’ll fix it in post I think the most hopeless word is "almost" Racing headfirst down a rough mental decline Grieving the death of these daydreams of mine Racing headfirst down a rough mental decline Grieving the death of these daydreams of mine Mourning the wastefullness of my time Hating myself but pretending it’s fine Practicing patience is something that I hate I want it all and I won’t wait Cursed with ideas and no will to create Learn to be something Afraid it’s too late It’s too late Now I’m aimlessly roaming this set like a ghost I hated this life but I’ll fix it in post I think the most hopeless word is "almost" Realizing nothing will ever be the same How much disappointment can one life contain? Desperately searching for someone to blame Time is a demon, I spit right in it’s face Future wide open, I’ve canceled my plans Let my ambitions slip right through my hands Practicing patience is something that I hate I want it all and I won’t wait Cursed with ideas and no will to create Learn to be something Afraid it’s too late Drowning myself in this sinking feeling Those doors and shattered the ceiling Turning back, I’m facing facts I know that I am a failure It’s self-diagnosed Never made it But damn I came close Now I’m aimlessly roaming this set like a ghost I hated this life but I’ll fix it in post I am a failure It’s self-diagnosed I think the most hopeless word is "almost"