BenZel - Just A Thought lyrics

(feat. Cashmere Cat & Ryn Weaver) All I want is your understanding As in the small at of affection 'Why is this my life?' Is almost everybody's question And I've tried, everything but suicide But it's crossed my mind I preferred peace Wouldn't have to have one worldly possession But essentially I'm an animal So just what do I do, with all the aggression? Well, I've tried, everything but suicide But it's crossed my mind Life is a one way street, ain't it? If you could paint it, I'd chalk myself going in the right direction So I go all the way, like I really really know But the truth is, I'm only guessing And I've tried, everything but suicide Ohh, but it's crossed my mind, just a thought It's even dark in the daytime It's not just good, it's great depression When I was lost I even found myself Looking in the gun's direction And so I've tried, everything but suicide But yes, it's crossed my mind, but I'm fine