Benji - Reflection Eternal lyrics

[Intro: Uptown XO] All we ask is trust [Verse 1: Uptown XO] It's so obvious, so obvious The answer's like Iverson, what the problem is So glorious, and notorious Ain't no Biggie about what I did, I came from Gloria That's my grandmama, we got the same smile Me and my brother, raindrops from the same cloud I was a pathfinder, I left my tire marks On the same road that made me have an iron heart I used to kick it with the gangsters like lionheart Was married to the block, Mama beat me when I tied the knot Wanted us apart, had a choice, I decided not Indecisive, addicted to all my vices I made my mind up, my bed at the same time Laid in it, big respect for the game cause I played mine Monopoly happened right in front of our eyes And Dog told me, we only walk the Boardwalk with some fries [Interlude: Doe Cigapom] Let me get it, X [Verse 2: Doe Cigapom] Mama gave me the birth and told me walk freely Socks was already on me, ??? my shoes and ??? Run a path, it's no Usain Bolt, but I'm running fast I'm getting through the water, new raincoat was on my hands My father had to wade in his abs up on the Av Neglect the house and Mama snuck in his pants, taking his cash Then I asked (what can I say to you?) Cause now we back in the ghetto, sleeping with roaches Even the demon's closest They notice your heart is weakened They paralyze it, they wanna live just like it's hard for speaking I imagine there's a new era of conscious breathing Even when we ??? our heart receiving Obama is not the reason for change You try to stand but look at what you've fallen for Calling God when you're in trouble but you should call him more [Interlude: Doe Cigapom, (Benji)] There's nothing to say more (Yes it is) [Verse 3: Benji] I can't take it no more My anxiety's building up My thoughts is out the window and my heart is on my sleeve again I can't breathe again, and I hate this feeling Feel like my heart is gone, and I'm turning to a gremlin "Something don't feel right," that's what Rawnaw's telling me "You ain't washed in days and your feet are starting to smell to me n***a, whatchu telling me? n***a, you in love? I told you about this sh**, it's gonna f** up our performance You're stumping like a tourist and you never wanna listen Now you turned in your pimp card, without my permission? I can see why you b**hing, n***a, man up Is those boxers that you wearing or that panties that you're pulling up Don't get mad at me, dog, that's just how I'm feeling Our nuts is in the sand, when they used to be on the ceiling Remember that white girl? I think she was Jewish, though Head game was crazy, flipped a n***a like Judo"