Benediction - I lyrics

I am the wind that tears your sails The broken cross rejecting nails I am the holy crucified Yet sinful are my lusts and pride - I I am ashes I am dust I'm always held within disgust Don't follow me for I mislead Yet all these words you never heed - I I'm the junkie with a gun Pushing people's opium Floating round the universe I'm driving in my cosmic hearse I'm intrusion I defy I am immortal, never die I am to take you hell and back The one to break you on the rack Suffer torment anguish pain I'll violate all your domains I am lies and I am truth I am the portent, I am youth - I I am the future and the past Except the now which cannot last I am d**h Church, I am peace Yet never granting sweet release My betrayal burns your pain For I beget you, you become me You are, betrayed Yet you still want to play the game You're victim, you'll expire Feeding life and all desire Your life, your pain Searching for your eternal gain Flesh is weak, but still it calls You who makes your own flesh crawl Covet, your soul You will never have your own Thoughts betray and falsify Now You see that I am I