Ben Taylor - Listening lyrics

Another number for another year, Another blessing disguised by fear How come everything good seems so hard to hear when I'm listening And now I'm trying to find myself And all I need is a little help But everybody else is busy helping themselves Am I listening? Oh listening I get the feeling like I can't go on here How much longer? How much longer? Oh Believing that I don't belong here. How much longer? Tell me. I walk so far but I get near So much talking the point disappears So it's only when listening it comes through clear. I've been listening I want so much that I aim too high I test the water and feel defined (the fire?) So its no ones wonder my mouth gets dry I've been listening Oh listening Still I get the feeling like I can't go on here How much longer? How much longer? Oh Believing that I don't belong here. How much longer? Tell me. I was looking for a way to bow out gracefully But when I try to catch some understanding Everyone wants to race with me I get the feeling like I can't go on here How much longer? How much longer? Oh Believing that I don't belong here. How much longer? Tell me how much longer? How much longer?