Ben Ingham - Visions lyrics

[verse 1] Got a vision of me standin on a stage In front of thousands spazzin as the jam fam cray Gettin caught up in a gold chain They tryna get up on my soul train Solely train my mind on my bus Where i got my studio up all inside It's just me and my tribe Got a dime that's mine we lookin bonnie and clyde Gettin c notes with my homie scordino andy and gmo That's the vision, everything is for a reason That's why im here yeah that's the credo I don't got a crystal ball, can't pretend to know it all Ain't tryin to see about a tarot card Talkin bout the aspirations tryna be that master asian Rap game lackin nations, give it to em, allocation Visions of me in a limousine, with oriental cuisine Thinkin back to days when it was just a dream But right now they still sleepin on me like mattress Practice, k** it makin sure that i ain't plastic [hook] If i had a time machine and i could see myself at twenty three If i had visine and i could clearly see the plans for me What would it show did i finally grow? did i blow Im just tryin to know, you know? [verse 2] Vision of me spittin with visionary and bobby Got a vision of a day when i could grow taller than dobby Say it's not me, well too bad, im just tryin to get big Gotta vision of a kid, yeah im wipin off his bib Got a vision of a crib, a container on a cliff Walkin out some double gla** doors fitted and spiff Got a vision of me rich, i don't struggle for a dime Got a vision of me indie i don't struggle for a dime Got a vision of me going from pjs in first cla** To a pj at long last, blowin stacks on some mad gas Like congrats (we made it) yeah no longer underestimated Lookin straight domesticated Still in the game and the haters still hatin Spend so much time on the top, i get acclimated I just wanna see my family bloom See the bad habits pruned after furnace that i went through Best crew with me i thank God and i thank them too Wanna grow to be old with hands folded in a monk robe Incense smoke bringin peace to the whole globe Breathe. and let the beat sink in Let your past futures fill you with unending confidence It's a great big world yo i'll go where he sends me Balancing priorities until he wants to end me Right now, not in thesaurus but im tryna get Up on the map, maybe with a better chorus Yeah im tryna get a feature with a singer Make transition to an indie band, until then I'll give everything i can as j.a.m That's the plan, it's been the same since i was thirteen Work schemes, started since before when i was thirsty Self-esteem boils down to one simple acronym J-a-m. that's my name hope you askin' when im shoutin it Don't you know the reason that im rappin It's the reason that im here Man it's king culture pa**ion what it do