Ben Ingham - Live like this lyrics

[verse 1] 18 years, 18 years I got much apprehension growin as the next stage nears All the tools in my possession to deal with these fears But i keep lookin to the time when i throw back after cheers Cause im pumped but at the same time scared to leave home I don't wanna end up burned bridges broke and alone Wanna know that i can still hit y'all up on the phone Cause the memories i got of y'all will never grow old [pre-Chorus] And im wondering if i will ever make it to the top But im also wondering if i will even get a job Man i miss my fallen warriors wishin that they'd never gone Please forgive me for the times When i had ever done you wrong And i get figures but i owe it to mother and father figures I got many, go figure yo im just tryin to figure out Why it's happenin, like what did i do to deserve this grace If you feel the same way, let me hear you, let me hear you say [hook] Ohhhhh, ohhhhhhh Singin how'd i get a chance to live life like this Where i end every evening with a goodnight kiss And a heartfelt hug to the ones i love Singin thank you God for the things you've done [verse 2] So im sorry for the times when i was rude and selfish When i was slave to my innermost cravings and i was helpless Times when i didn't do or say the right thing When i didn't listen to your words and did it my way This an open letter written to the ones i love Who are with me all the time and Look past struggles that i came from For the ones that have burned me We move on together whole fam got the same jersey [pre-Chorus 2] And so im wondering if i will end up marrying my girl But im also wondering if we will even have a world For our kids, yeah i wonder bout the lives they'll live So i put my heart and soul into everything that i give Cause i know that i don't deserve it So my goal is to be a servant Cause i owe it to my fam and my fans And i owe it to my God everything that i can singin out like [hook] x2 Cause i swear that im going somewhere with this Whether top of the hits or perpetual bliss When i get where im going hope our love goes on Live long, stay strong, thank God through it all