Ben Hopkins - Silly* lyrics

I can not sit still Never have and never will Always running like a kid So afraid of what I did Always ringing like a bell So afraid to try and yell I find quiet oh so strange I love you too much I'm afraid Was I silly to love you with the force of my heart When that's queer [?] and so sad from the start Silly to think that you would ever change Was I silly to love you with the force of my heart When that's queer [?] and so sad from the start Silly to think that you would ever change Silly to think you'd change Gotta hope that I change Silly to think you'd change