Ben Folds Five - Mess lyrics

there was a time when i had nothing to explain oh, this mess i have made but then things got complicated my innocence has all but faded oh, this mess i have made and i don't believe in god so i can't be saved all alone as i've learned to be in this mess i have made all the untested virtue the things i said i'd never do least of all to you i know he's kind and true i know that he is good to you he'll never care for you more than i do but i don't believe in love and i can't be changed all alone as i've learned to be in this mess i have made the same mistakes over and over again there are rooms in this house that i don't open anymore dusty books of pictures on the floor that she will never see she'll never see that part of me i want to be for her what i could never be for you but i don't believe in god so i can't be saved all alone as i've learned to be in this mess i have made