Bemshima - XXIII lyrics

VERSE I There's something that I said I'mma do for the last time That's looking at my past, talk of DMs and timelines The messages, the photos, the scripting and the recordings Had me kneeling, thanking God cuz He's given me lifelines I've done a lotta wrongs, it might take me a lifetime To tell the ones who matter “I'm sorry” but that's fine So every day you wake up, just know I'm honestly sorry ‘Til the EKG that syncs to me shows you my flat-line Manipulated people by bossing and flat lying to them k**ed a p**y once, thought it truly had nine lives See PETA gon' be mad I'm existing for that line Which wasn't even needed, but see I just lacked a rhyme Was burning time and strength on the people who don't deserve the love Neglected people who truly cared and deserved it all I'll prolly give you the world if I had it but then I don't I'm sorry for the hurt, this is Sheezii been an adult HOOK There's something that I said I'mma do with a last verse Show gratitude to people who put me amongst firsts The friendship, the sacrifice, the cover ups, supporters and my mother, see I got three words - God bless you You all are special because you saw my flaws You all are special because you saw my flaws But y'all never left Y'all never left I swear it just hit me Like y'all never left?