Belly - Time Alone lyrics

[Sample] Maybe we need some time alone I try to forget you f** the day I met you Yeah sometimes I lie and say you're nothing special You threw it all away Truth is I prolly let you f** I know there's nothing right about the way I left you Watched you fly away f** am I insane Getting high as I try in vain just to hide the pain Feels like I'm playing in a final game And I can only take a few more before my spinals drain How could anybody look up to me My n***a just came home and he ain't tryna f** with me So I say this sh** reluctantly The other night I had a seizure in my f**ing sleep And I ain't even tell nobody sh** Wait until they hear this song But everything I touch I just body it So what kind of dope are you sleepin on I'm a million dollar bet and I'll be damned if I let Sal take this million dollar debt Free tears cheap blood in this millar dollar sweat Sitting coach but I'm frontin like I'm stuntin on a jet They don't want to put me on I'm a motherf**ing threat I'm a mess I'm possessed do you know what I possess What possessed me to do it like the motherf**ing best I guess this weight on my chest starts to weigh a little less then Try to fight the urge Now I'm holdin back tears just to write the words Please don't judge what you might observe and don't believe a word of what you might have heard Cause this the horse's mouth Welcome to the boss's house And I got a bad b**h sprawled across the couch But she's prolly only here cause she lost her house I don't judge her but I won't love her Just a warm body on these cold covers Now her man can't get a hold of her It's about to be a long summer You may think this is some sh** that we'll never achieve But me and Cash seen some sh** that made us believe And even though we've been through hell to the greatest degree At this point even d**h is a major relief Real sh** I miss my brother Zoe Cause nothing is the same now So I pray to God that he coming home Cause even motherf**ers handshakes change now We act hard like it's all muscle We all cried like f**ing babies when we lost Duffle And they wonder why I don't sleep Spent a whole week jaws clenched so I don't speak I could go weeks till my body goes weak Cold sheets life's a b**h when you go cheap Talkin like you married to the game but it's cold feet Me I'm tryna lock the b**h down so she won't leave Bullsh** that the drama brings I swear lately I've been going through the hardest things I guess nobody knows what tomorrow brings Today's peasant tomorrow's king [Sample x1]