Belief - Shadows lyrics

[Hook 1 - Scarub] Some of these girls they think they own ya Using they sa**y ways ta put it on ya Then when you don't call them back soon enough yeah they phone ya Cursing you out throwing sh** fits tryin' ta stone ya Hold on I remember being committed bending on my knees Asking for your company till d**h do us part If you like the way we vibing baby you can be down But tying me around your pinky lady don't even start [Hook 2 - Amazon] Ok sometimes it seems you see my presence in your dreams But lately you've been acting so uncertain and displeased Constantly expecting me to honor and obey this Lifetime of dealing with the women that you play, stop it I'll make it simple don't ask me for my name I'll keep my cleavage covered you keep your sorry game Fame has made you wicked and you'll always be searching for humanity I hope that while you live you rest in peace [Hook 2 - Scarub] I like those freestyles, I hold on to what I have Like a mean child, Stingey because that's all I have In the meanwhile, you hardly know half of my story But surely your eyes despise and judge me as one of them guys Being foul [Hook 2 - Amazon] Acting like a spoiled adolescent While you disrespect every last lady in your presence I've got confidence I leave you in the past tense Cause my pa**ion no longer exists, you won't receive my kiss [Hook 3 - Scarub, Amazon] [Sca] A mark in the dark [Ama] A waste of a heart [Sca] A piece of a part [Ama] A blend in the crowd [Both] A shadow (*repeat 9X*) [Verse 1 - Scarub] It was never yours to begin with Face it, it happens to the best of us A reality check,huh, makes a mess of us Then left looking like the rest of us do now I mean those who steal scour like a child acting all juvenile in denial ? I wish that itch turns into a burn when you can't scratch what you want Don't it Now we can pretend it never happened but it will always be different won't it Just don't let it happen again and were cool, Don't trip Scarub's literary were never in the grips of yours to begin with Youse were born and were in with it That's only till the end of it Everyone has their own philosophy on how love ought to be And some are better then others While others see others as monstrosities Your dream is my nightmare How did you figure you'd be the boss of me Trying to make me move at the velocity that you choose Order me to move expeditionary an hour freeze, froze Now i've never been the one to be like these hoes But these hoes expecting to brown nose Not all women just those who suppose that the world revolves around them And until they wake up I will forever clown them If you can't compromise I can't corroborate If you spit lies I won't walk away Never was one to operate like that I'm as stubborn as you are b**hy You can't get through my abuse me up until I'm all gone Then ditch me and glide to the next But I see what you mistook me for See how you figured you could break me into your advantage And order me to the door until it's outworn then get torn to shreds Keep your seductive jargon, I can't hear you, how dare you Chuckling to myself will I wait by through my rear-view Your such a shadow girl Such a shadow girl (*repeat 4X*) [Verse 2 - Amazon] He said he'd like to take me dancing cause my figure was impressive Said he'd seen me in his fantasies constantly Won't you write your number on this napkin I'll pick you up at seven His girlfriend was in frisco for the weekend (What?) While he was speaking I kept thinking all prejudges story cause you bore me Keisha, Pam and Cory told me bout your fame and glory Girls before me babies mamas skimpy loose pajamas in your dirty hamper Open condoms scattered on your dresser Who you trying to fool I can smell the silencing from what your calling poetry Your eyes are manly focused on anatomy Instead of me experiencing several different immature Peter pan Never growing up you'll be a free man Hours pa** my prince is yet to reach the surface And what would be the purpose My tears are not commercial in this cycle of relationships is constantly a battle I look beyond the shadows for a shadow [Repeat hook 1] [Repeat hook 2] [Repeat hook 3]