Beleaf - Red Pills lyrics

[So what did the doctor say? Uhhhhm...he told me that I ain't have a lot of time left What do you mean you ain't got time left? Like..I'm dying..like basically..you know they ran some tests and they can't do anything about it They gave me these pills and I don't know what to do.] [Hook] Take two a day The pain'll go away But you still gon' die Without them pills, without them pills Yeah, you still gon' die [x2] [Verse 1] Oooo bad news How it feel to be a fly on the wall in a sick ward? Now I'm sittin' in they shoes How it feel to decline the church invite? Now I just really wanna sit in the pews Red pills givin' me the blues Preacher man tryna tell jokes, but I really need hope Cause I ain't know what to do Man it's a secret I don't wanna tell nobody Cause who knows if they gon' keep it Doctor says spend time with family, but I ain't seen nobody Cause we beefin' Treating me like I'm a guinea pig All these test tubes, blood works, IVs I be straight pissed off I could shoot up the lobby [Hook x2] [Verse 2] Little red pills got fluid in it And it look a little sketch to me But I really got a lot of options The disease is gettin' the best of me And I don't really know what to call it But I call it FML They say I ain't got a lot time left And I'm gonna die and I'm sitting like "oh, well" They saying if I believe then the Lord could probably take away all my diseases How come every time I talk to church folk, they always wanna bring it back to Jesus? Like if I say "Bless You," that ain't really gon' take away your sneezes Better off puttin' this pill up in the dirt to see if grows like a tree does [If that worked, that'd be kinda hot cause...like if it grows like a tree and it bears fruit I could give it to other people] [Verse 3] A lot of people say seein' is believin' But we gotta believe in order to see the things that we need and I hope for things to change I am pleading It's not lookin' too good it's how it seem As I continue reading My own understanding is the position that I'm leanin' But that's all I know so I go with the flow And I wake up, forget what my dreams is