Bekay - Doesn't Feel Good lyrics

[Hook x2] I can tell that you don't feel good (I know you feel like sh** but me too.) I guess you're not alone (I can relate, let me be your voice for you.) His name was Erin, tears flowing, 17 years old His SAT's his parents had him preparing for High school homie hangin' with kids who's older Little dudes really got a chip on his shoulder His parents just got divorced, (f**) they selfish as f** Got him testifying in court, of course, awful thoughts Of all sorts drown his memory His pops used to get drunk and beat the sh** up out of his whole family So him and his pops they both stayed drunk But dude was naturally smart and managed to keep his grades up The young girls loved him, it kinda helped the healing But inside he always kept this empty feeling But he also kept a 9-milli And vented to a pen pal on the net he knew from south Philly But he was from Brooklyn and his last letter said This is a suicide note to my only friend I'm better off dead and now he's gone [Hook] Her name was Carrie, her husband's named Barry And in the beginning of 2001's when they got married To be with each other for life and now they except it Right after the marriage they found out that she was pregnant And they both felt the greatest joy in the world Cause the sonogram showed twins, a boy and a girl He would always work hard, everything was always cool Until that one morning Carrie turned on the awful news In one sec. she knew her love when in the sky to heaven Cause this day we all know was 911 And dude worked in the twin towers, so Carrie freaked the f** out Hit the bottle, started crying in the shower And now she was prone to crying to her mom on the phone Cry and moan in the zone, crying all alone It's like she lost all her hope The f**ed up part is that's the same day her water broke She cries every day in front of friends About the day her babies lives began and her husbands end And that's f**ed man [Hook] Met brandon, this ain't random His girl love him to d**h But sometimes it's like she really can't stand him He had some bad habits that he broke, like cheating on her Once with the blow and sniffed it and selling coke But he stopped that, the dude did the right thing Now only good things he would bring, he even brought the engagement ring And his moms got sick, and so did his pops And he best friend from junior high got filled up with a whole lot of shots The dude cut off all his drug ties for her Little did he know the love of his life was full of nuff lies Almost gave up his career, shed some tears cause Shorty f**ed some other kid behind his back for like a f**ing year What goes around comes around and now he's back to hustlin' Eating pills and suffering, addict dude is f** it now It's like pain is pleasure, pleasure is pain And it's clear this kids brain, will never be the same And his story, I'm reppin' it now cause he's like me We both drunk and high as f**, our heads in the clouds So when d**h's callin' you, life's a b**h but you ain't alone Remember I'm standing right here with all of you We all bleed [Hook]