Behind The Scenery - Lost Love lyrics

I'm sitting here alone Remembrance is my wife instead of you Remembrance is the mirror of my soul I'm suffering here in the dark Solitude leads me to insanity Anguish is a long forgotten friend of mine Lost love is a reason to cry for And there is nothing Nothing what allays the pain Inside of my heart The stabbing pain covers my lonely soul I remember all the days we had And nothing still remains of you You have become a memory And a memory is nothing to live for Time doesn't heal my wounds My future - equal to a broken dream It is time to realize the bitter truth It is time to realize the blame is on me I see my future as a deep black hole I see a black candle burning for me I stand in front of an abyss and watch my life go by My time has come to realize the sad and bitter truth I drown in a sea of sorrow Feel the fear about tomorrow Now I lost my love and my soul Is obsessed by dreams and there is nothing What allays the pain Is there really no deliverance for me Or should I suffer for my sins eternally?