Beefy - Listen Up, Cakes lyrics

See this is the kinda song that you record and you know only like one or two people are gonna hear it. It s**s, but I just got one question... Did you dream last night? Was I in it baby? Was it just you and me? Hopped up on a fantasy that maybe you and me could be When in reality our future I know that you don't see Even though you stole my heart like I still love these MP3s And please don't disagree because you do not know my point of view Just because you think you do doesn't mean that it's true It doesn't always make you right, but I'll admit you got insight At times I wanna go to some bars and start some fist fights You like me on the net, full of vibrato and rage And I think that you like the me that's written down on the page That's all up on the stage, who's recording and sold The me that doesn't have a fear at all of being so bold But then you meet me in the real life and I'm honest and shy I'm so quick to tell a lie, maybe to scared to live my life Or so I'm led to believe, cause this is how you've broken me down My insecurities are mine and they are keeping me sound Man this is bullsh**, I mean I say what I don't mean here because you feel lonely and you feel pissed off and you just wanna hurt them... But you love them. So feel free to second guess all of the feelings that we had Cause I'm a baby and I'm sad, and like a b**h I'm on my rag Because I'm not into the crazy sh** that you're all into Just cause you jumped into the deep end doesn't mean I have to I have my own will, my own rights, my own mind You can give me your love but you can't give me some time? You can't give me any comfort? Well don't you understand That I don't wanna look back on my life and be mad And be sad and be sore, pissed off at my mistakes Sobered up quick and jumped right down on those brakes So listen up, cakes, cause this isn't easy to say Man it may not be today, but someday I'll have my day So what you say, do anything that you regret last night? Of course not, your first rule is do whatever you like Despite the reprocussions and the feelings that you hurt Don't feel bad that you made me feel like dirt, that's too much work, right? And baby it's my fault, I'm doing this to myself But I'm kinda sneaky, got myself a +2 to stealth And I'm just k**ing myself, this isn't great for my health And maybe you'd like me a lot more if I had me some wealth But you're not greedy like that, no you're not shallow at all See I'm self-centered and I'm lonely and that isn't your fault And I get jealous, and I got this boiled blood in my veins And this alcohol ain't helping, don't say "help" in my brains And I know I'm not insane, I just think that I'm too obsessed You probably shoulda run away the first night that we kissed And I know I'm not a perfect kid, of course I got regrets But when I'm with you I'm less whiny, never throwing these fits You gave me the attention, made me feel like a star And I can only hope the way I make you feel is on par So together to the end, probably not, but I try See I'll love the pretty lady until the day that I die