Bedwetter - Selfish lyrics

[Verse 1 - Lil Ugly Mane] I get intrusive thoughts about cuttin' my fingers off I get confused and build machines to count the numbers I don't know why, somethin' 'bout some sh** that happened long ago It's not important that you understand my struggle It used to happen all the time, now it happen double I miss when I could hide it when the episode was subtle I stay inside, I'm a burden, I dont wanna scare you Probably drinkin' Bourbon when I fall into some parachute 45 on me I'm prepared and I ain't scared to shoot Shorty bein' strong but baby I ain't bein' fair to you Paranoid, keep the blinds closed, sick freak I'm a side show Seen d**h with my eyes closed Take deep breaths, take deep breaths I'm sick of this weak stress Rather be thinkin' like "we next" I'm pre-conditioned, treat my failure like a reflex I feel that age on me I feel that rage in me I put a lock around my heart and now that cage empty Don't tell me, I might just teeter off Close my eyes and look away and let the heater talk So distraught, just a stupid bridge to move my feet across I cross so many peep the fire back behind me Never focus what I'm doin cause I'm side-tracked Feel like I'm actin' in a movie with a climax Manipulate the script so they never know im sick I'm stickin' in this shed that I built out of bricks [Hook] Everything that you could wanna be, you could be, all you gotta be, is selfish There's just different degrees, to this disease, f** 'em, let 'em grieve, I'm selfish Everything that you could wanna be, you could be, all you gotta be, is selfish There's just different degrees, to this disease, f** 'em, let 'em grieve, I'm selfish Everything that you could wanna be, you could be, all you gotta be, is selfish There's just different degrees, to this disease, f** 'em, let 'em grieve, I'm selfish Everything that you could wanna be, you could be, all you gotta be, is selfish There's just different degrees, to this disease, f** 'em, let 'em grieve, I'm selfish