Beck - Volcano lyrics

I've been walking on These streets so long I don't know Where they're Calling me anymore But I think I must have seen a ghost I don't know If it's my illusions That keep me alive I don't know what I see Was it all an illusion? Or a mirage gone bad? I'm tired of evil And all the things That I don't know And I've been drifting On this wave so long I don't know If it's already Crashed on the shore And I've been riding On this train so long I can't tell If it's you or me Who is driving us Into the ground I don't know If I'm sane But there's a ghost In my heart That's trying To see in the dark I'm tired of people Who only want To be pleased But I still want To please you And I heard Of that Japanese girl Who jumped Into the volcano Was she trying To make it back Back into the womb Of the world? I've been drinking All these tears so long All I've got left Is the taste of salt In my mouth I don't know Where I've been But I know Where I'm going To that volcano I don't want To fall in though So I want my bones On the firing line