Somehow I always end up here But this time it just doesn't feel the same I'm not sure I'm alive in me How come I no more feel the pain? It's like something's wrong with me It must be driving me insane Why often this life is so twisted? Where is the truth when all looks fake? How did I get here in the first place? Its hurts to say that I lost faith Is this a dream or I just woke up Tell me which is real and which is not Well I can tell I've had enough I should have found my way out With each tick my clock bites time away Am I lost am I dead or am I here to stay? Why often this life is so twisted? Where is the truth when all looks fake? How did I get here in the first place? I hate to take it as my fate I feel drained of all my senses It seems I can't find whom to blame Like some sort of strange intoxication Is blearing my own conscience Blocking away any self-conviction And erasing all the shame Why often this life is so twisted? Where is the truth when all looks fake? Now amidst the mist that I resisted I failed to see that all will fade Why often this life is so twisted? Where is the truth when all looks fake? How did I get here in the first place? I failed to see that all will fade Where is the truth when all looks fake? I failed to see that all will fade