Bear Mountain - Faded lyrics

I'll fake it so bad and spend the time that we need To build a house on the hill that falls to the sea I'll spend my whole lifetime trying to be And I'll fake it with you if you'll take it from me It's like you never come home Well baby I don't think I can be Cause if the future is too long The better side of me I'm faded and so it don't seem right I'm too faded and so I can't see my life You're a rock but I'm the one leaving It's too bad cause I've never been this deep in I'm faded and so I can't see my life We've been believing that we were too strong to need The type of treatment that pulls your heart from your sleeve I drew a fault in the line that we didn't see Just in time as I crawled back to find you asleep It's like you never come home Well baby I don't think I can be Cause if the future is too long The better side of me Well I've been thinking 'bout The girl across from me I've been thinking about The life that we didn't lead I'm faded and so it don't seem right I'm too faded and so I can't see my life You're a rock but I'm the one leaving It's too bad cause I've never been this deep in I'm faded and so I can't see my life