Beamon - I Wish You Stayed lyrics

[Intro] My world got so quiet when you broke my heart Everywhere I walk I see your face, can't get away from you Tried to save you from the rest, instead you straight abandoned me Now I'm sitting here, I'm loading up looking like a PS2 Now I'm frozen here, frost bitten body like a freezer do Creeping in the winter teeth will drip with venom Beats is getting crippled Beamon jack the ripper I been sitting in the mold ripping open packages off everything I eat Dreamcatchers when I sleep, deers sleeping when I speak Haunted house where I be, I could see the souls screech I can see the leaves change every time Beamon breathes Water leaking darkest season often bleeding back up off of Beamon [Verse 1] All the floors creeking I was sleeping in my bedroom Post apocalyptic dreams Now I guess my head's doomed Dead flowers on the lawn Car alarms screaming Trees start to shed leaves Jump start Beamon Battery is dead Turn me into some incense Mix me with some smoke Burn my body like a candle Leave me all alone In a world I can't handle Watching every shadow I'm ready for some change Flames outside I see souls with no face So away I will go All the faces that I've known All these wars within my body that I really can't control All this happiness just left me my fear takes control I'm a corpse with no energy and everything is torn It's a creature in my head and it lurks and its loud And it tampers with my soul as it wanders around And I panic and i breathe as my self control leaves See the world fall down as it snows feel the breeze Beamon he can't feel a thing and his eyes get weak To the public I'm alive but inside there's a ghost So just let me shut my eyes as the world drops dead As I slowly lift em up everything is born again Crush my black and white limbs looking like some oreos Just another nightmare, yea that's how the story goes We can let the willow weep while pillows drip in dylan's sleep You left the young man slain blood stains on the floor Left his body stiff and cold Wind screams against the door Spirits sleeping, let me go We are froze and alone As I climb up out the bed Grey skies in the windows Long sleeves on Hair flowing as the wind blows Sit between the rose trees Softly in the dusk While the heart of me just weeps Feel all parts of me crush Ghosts with fingers on pianos Feet in winter slush, oh Feet in winter slush feel the heat from the fireplace Glamour from my child days Wishing I could go back Nike headbands with the Michael Jordan throwback Resurrect my soul just so I can get my ghost back, oh