Bastian Baker - I Still Don't Realize lyrics

Try to sleep in my car Dad's gone, he left me in parts. I don't know if he's going to return. No one more than myself Collect my thoughts and forgive it Guess I'm not a good one 2 a.m. and I'm still awake. Since the moment he left me with no key, Thoughts have flooded vacant minds. I still don't realize I need to take a new start So diverged from the dreams I had in my head I don't recognize myself, I think like a man whose future is pa**ed him My mind is sick and empty I know, I seek the way I'd better go. Lies they bring nothing at all, So k** your fears and your ghosts Time to free your soul I've got some problems and I want to cry I know too well we're short on time Why do we have to live and try to work until night When we know that we all die? I still don't realize I need to take a new start So diverged from the dreams I had in my head I don't recognize myself, I think like a man whose future is pa**ed him Now I think I realize, I need to take a new start. I'm not that far from the dreams I had in my head. I will recognize myself, I won't think like a man whose future is pa**ed him It'll all be good.