Barren - Its a long way lyrics

[Verse 1] A relaxing silence amongst us now the drive is long but i have time to k** anxious in my being alive keep my hands from slipping off right i could see the headlights blinding my eyes it felt so right i can't thank you enough for lending me your time it makes everything up till now seem so fine things don't seem like it could be so perfect but in what is bad now will build right back up i hate the silence i feel like dying f** the writing I'm going by things the way i want to no more deciding