Barren - Will i feel anything lyrics

[Verse 1] will i ever feel alive again been suffering in the same skin sitting in the same place again with this list of empty dreams that need filling in pa**ing all the time where theres nothing to be done dreaming of a new place where all these f**ing feelings take a seat and let me do things on my own with so many by my side my patience seems to stagnate can never seem to find the phrasing in which the words come out and make it seem that i know exactly what I'm doing and not just f**ing up my life maybe if you look you'll find someone better in your eyes you won't notice me today