Bangs - Docudrama lyrics

My heart is pounding, my thoughts explode I got a total sensory overload My knees are weak, my stomach aches It's getting much worse and I start to shake I slowly lose my life 'cause I always stay inside I self-destruct and I bring bad luck And then I always change my mind My friends they all go away And my love it disappears Try to forget that we ever met And start over next year I break my teeth, I bruise my heart I get it together and it falls apart I hold my breath, I bury my head I run back home and stay in bed I'm losing a lot of sleep And it's just a little too much So I drown it all in alcohol And fix it up with your touch Everybody says it, yeah my troubles are starting to show Everybody says it but what do they know I think I'm gonna run (run!) I think I'm gonna try (try!) I really wanna win (win!) I think I'm gonna fly (fly!) I really wanna live (live!) I think I'm gonna die (die!) I think I'm gonna run (run!) I think I'm gonna try (try!) Woo! I have so many worries that I never leave behind So I can't have fun and I come undone And then I always wonder why Everybody says it, yeah my troubles are starting to show Everybody says it but what do they know I think I'm gonna run (run!) I think I'm gonna try (try!) I really wanna win (win!) I think I'm gonna fly (fly!) I really wanna live (live!) I think I'm gonna die (die!) I think I'm gonna run (run!) I think I'm gonna try (try!) You gotta watch out The lion's on the loose He's got his claws out He's comin' after you You better watch out The lion's on the loose He's got his claws out He's comin' after you He's closing in It's getting black He's coming now Heart attack