Balto - Long Time Coming lyrics

Been coming for a long, long time Oh did you say this life could never be It was never really up to me Decided by a god I cannot know And when you poured every little fluid ounce of trust The overflowing cup was only just Your cardboard cutout substitute for love And tragically I'm holding on But the game is lost and the crowd is gone I'm losing my mind I'm losing my mind, oh Been coming for a long, long time And in my head a girl is sitting there She picks a patch of wall and stares She tells her love, she's doomed to die alone But then she'll rise and straighten crooked spine And remember love and remember life She buys a ticket that train will take her home And I'm standing on the platform here But all mirages disappear I'm losing my mind I'm losing my mind, oh Been coming for a long, long time