Ball Park Music - Next Life Already lyrics

I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By losing my job I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By leaving my girl I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By sleeping with a guy I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By questioning my love [Hook:] I just wanna float downstream I just wanna forget everything I just wanna get to the next life already I just wanna be okay I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By leaving my home I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By admitting I'm broke I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By quitting my band I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By losing my mind [Hook] I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By blowing out my brains I don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record By admitting I'm wrong [Hook] I just wanna talk to my mom I just wanna talk to my dad I just wanna get to the next life already I just wanna be okay