Balance and Composure - Is It So Much to Adore? lyrics

It's falling out of place again Another day, another one is gone with the speed of the sun Holding on was always the worst choice I chose to make So please forget that I ever existed 'cause I've already moved on I keep retracing these patterns I'm getting caught in all of this again and again I keep deleting these numbers because I know I can't keep chasing them around It's just a matter of time now before my limbs give out on us Yeah, even she said so sarcastically during a long night talk Prior to three months that we'd lost. "Just run away, its the best way to fix all those fading friendships we've lost" So answer this then, what's left to do when you've got no one around you? When everyone you know is a ghost When everything you hold in your hands keeps slipping away Well, still you say I never give enough I never open up Well, you got it, here I am I scream in front of random people on random nights of the week Spilling my guts for strangers, writing my life on paper Here I am